Post by daenerys on Feb 29, 2012 1:17:54 GMT -5
It's been a while since I've been living on my own, and all I can say is that it has not been easy. When I was a child, all I cared about was reading books, gaining knowledge and being what my father expected of me- part of the Elder Council. My parents banished me from my home in Viventor when they found out I loved a human. When I returned there today, I went to my old home and saw that it was empty. I have no idea what happened to them, nor do I care. They were my parents and they should have loved me no matter what I did or who I loved. I was never close to them, and I never got the chance to learn more about my heritage. All I know is I belong to house Dessan, and Erenia and I are one of the few left. I don't know what she thinks about me and my somewhat disastrous love affair with a human. I do know she doesn’t like them, but I don’t know what she thinks about him in particular…
It is quite embarrassing for me to admit that I have a soft spot for this human. But he's so kind and righteous. And he has this infatuation (I don’t want to believe he loves her) for that woman. I don’t understand why he would want to be with a boring little woman who does nothing but whine about her past. For now, I have to be content to have him as a friend. I don't even know her, but from what I've heard she has a lot of influence and power over him and other humans.
I have met my fair share of humans, and I can say that they are a strange kind of people. I definitely don't want them ruling Talarra, but then again, that is not for a young inexperienced Syccan like me to decide. As far as I have read, Talarra belonged to us Syccans in the first place, so I guess it would be right for a Syccan to rule again.
Some men have been helpful, but that's probably because I also treat them nicely. I have to, being all alone. I met a Thaga named Khargul as well, and I like him better than most humans. I wonder what my parents would think if they knew I respected- and even liked a Thaga.
For now, all I want is a new home. I want to build it from scratch, and make it as glorious as the home I lived in at Viventor. Just like a home for a member of house Dessan should be. I don't like the homes humans have built in their little towns. They are small and feel very crowded. I miss the waterfalls in Viventor, the gardens and the libraries. Oh, the libraries. I have yet to find such libraries in any other place around Talarra. I would ask Erenia to let me rent a home there for cheap, but I must save money for my new home.
That is all for now. Hopefully I'll find time to write again between all this mining and gathering resources for my house.
It is quite embarrassing for me to admit that I have a soft spot for this human. But he's so kind and righteous. And he has this infatuation (I don’t want to believe he loves her) for that woman. I don’t understand why he would want to be with a boring little woman who does nothing but whine about her past. For now, I have to be content to have him as a friend. I don't even know her, but from what I've heard she has a lot of influence and power over him and other humans.
I have met my fair share of humans, and I can say that they are a strange kind of people. I definitely don't want them ruling Talarra, but then again, that is not for a young inexperienced Syccan like me to decide. As far as I have read, Talarra belonged to us Syccans in the first place, so I guess it would be right for a Syccan to rule again.
Some men have been helpful, but that's probably because I also treat them nicely. I have to, being all alone. I met a Thaga named Khargul as well, and I like him better than most humans. I wonder what my parents would think if they knew I respected- and even liked a Thaga.
For now, all I want is a new home. I want to build it from scratch, and make it as glorious as the home I lived in at Viventor. Just like a home for a member of house Dessan should be. I don't like the homes humans have built in their little towns. They are small and feel very crowded. I miss the waterfalls in Viventor, the gardens and the libraries. Oh, the libraries. I have yet to find such libraries in any other place around Talarra. I would ask Erenia to let me rent a home there for cheap, but I must save money for my new home.
That is all for now. Hopefully I'll find time to write again between all this mining and gathering resources for my house.
